Wavering Ambitions

Sometimes I wish to be a DON, sometimes a GUN-RUNNER. All of a sudden my thoughts change again. Be a CEO of a Telecom Company or why not a SOFTWARE firm of my own. Or what if I tried my fathers given up BUSINESS in the land of spices. I am everywhere to be found. From the dirtiest to the most stylist jobs on the planet. Is this wavering ambitions causing me to fluctuate in what ever I do??? Every single thought I am not achieving any of this gives me that ache which I can explain to none.

But there is one ambition more or like a dream which myself and Rahul planned. The only one right in front of me which I believe we would achieve. Damn.......This is happiness in a land of distress. Boom Boom Boom. 

Losing Nirmal Kurian on the Way.....!!!

I am not that Nirmal Kurian who had the dream of achieving everything under sky. The sky was the limit for everyone, but there is where I began. I had that bad instinct of creating simplicity in everything. Starting from my last minute studies for exam to running after the last bus to college to getting things done perfectly at the last moment. True ....I had that awesome talent which I miss these days. Now I have turned up to a lazy chunk of mass, good for nothing type. I no longer can dream.

I wish I had them back. My senses of creating everything possible. I wish to be that Nirmal Kurian who had that childishness in everything he did. I wish to get back the realm of senses back in a few days.

In love with myself more and more......!!!

Money...Money....Money

What ever people say of money; it is the most valuable thing that exist. A piece of paper whose thirst often results in devastating outcomes.
Why am I writing all this in a travelogue and that too from the office desk sharp at 8:00am???
A motorcycle trip would require quite a lot of money than the words I blot. Hell a lot of money. That means I need to put an effort that would definitely earn me some additional piece of paper. The laziness beginning from the morning alarm has to be put an end to.

As the saying, Be the change you wish to see in the WORLD. That's a new ME from today!!!