Everything was for granted to me till my Final Year Results of Engineering. Everything I did turned out to be magical. To be honest everything was just designed for me. The worst part of the story is the days till date I am living.
Depressed...Numb....Bored....****ed up in a corner. I can hardly breath. The worst things happening to me. Lack of creativity. Lack of spontaneity. Lack of adrenaline. I am struggling for every breathe I take. The worst circle I am into ever. Oh my good Lord.................give me back my goddess of luck. I cant be this any more. Every night I just tell myself Nirmal..Tomorrow is the Change....Tomorrow is the make over for this ****ed up life. But still no escape. I just feel like a piece of trash being played on for some others interest. I can never be this. Is there someone hearing out my cry. Is anybody listening........??? I need a transit. I badly need one just within a few days. Or this insanity is gonna stab me to death suffocating.
Where is the great guiding spirits??? Where is the human being in you??? I have no answer.
The only thing I am dreaming now is a nap on my mothers lap and a ride to nowhere on my machine. The rebel in me has disappeared somewhere out in this torrid sand out of thirst. I am just Living Killing Myself. A thousand questionnaires left unsolved in me. I am Dying Out in this Desert!!!
Depressed...Numb....Bored....****ed up in a corner. I can hardly breath. The worst things happening to me. Lack of creativity. Lack of spontaneity. Lack of adrenaline. I am struggling for every breathe I take. The worst circle I am into ever. Oh my good Lord.................give me back my goddess of luck. I cant be this any more. Every night I just tell myself Nirmal..Tomorrow is the Change....Tomorrow is the make over for this ****ed up life. But still no escape. I just feel like a piece of trash being played on for some others interest. I can never be this. Is there someone hearing out my cry. Is anybody listening........??? I need a transit. I badly need one just within a few days. Or this insanity is gonna stab me to death suffocating.
Where is the great guiding spirits??? Where is the human being in you??? I have no answer.
The only thing I am dreaming now is a nap on my mothers lap and a ride to nowhere on my machine. The rebel in me has disappeared somewhere out in this torrid sand out of thirst. I am just Living Killing Myself. A thousand questionnaires left unsolved in me. I am Dying Out in this Desert!!!
