Boredom.................

"The roots are being pulled out..I am being lifeless"
Suffocating to get that intoxicating smell of the air surrounding my home town. Mama.......I am coming home. Every single bit of me wants to be that Nirmal which I was two years back. A dreamer.....I possible loved every single thought that came up during those days. This "Motorcycle Diary" was also once such dream. Only the co-rider got fixed recently..........Rahul Nair

Every thing is of on a probability to happen. So is the trip. It was dreamed like no other thing. But being shattered like pieces of ice killing you without leaving any death marks. This should happen; I tell myself each day. Its the only reason I haven't sold my motorcycle yet. A dream in reality when better said. Rahul give me the push. Tell me Man....We will do it!!!

I hardly dream now-a-days. Is this me being lifeless??? Nirmal Kurian........Doesn't have an answer for now.

.............and the next thing being BOREDOM. The lifeless stage where you can still breath only to keep your bodily processes on a run. I am being brought down to that level. Everything that surrounds me is validated as lifeless by my inner self. I keep saying "Its the way you see things". But I hardly can make my mind believe. Everything would be fine is a belief I just murmured. 

The Big Leap

Two very ordinary guys decide to push to the limits of a dream which they together decided. All the fascination from the movie "Motorcycle Diaries". Rahul Nair and myself(Nirmal Kurian). The dream is too far from what reality is. We do realize that. But this is the big leap. We have decided to keep blogging till the trip really happens.

I can hear the snoring sound of my friends sleeping peacefully in there beds in my room. But I am still awake writing on the big leap. I believe, there may be something that forces you to do this. Anyway at this very moment we two have a dream-To travel across India. We are now far away from each other but our thoughts unite when  thinking about this. It should happen. That's what we say to ourselves each day. All those chats on Facebook had only one intention; to get ourselves into this.

Writing was only the second part. The first part was opening a mutual account for us to spare some money for our trip. Hopes turned down. As described my friend "The very beautiful manager of the bank turned down the request of starting a mutual account", The reason you cant have a mutual account with your friend who is working abroad. Oops...Something about us. Both Engineers. One working in a Software firm in Cochin and myself working here in Abudhabi in a Telecom Contracting Company. We were not together during our studies. We met each other on the path of great hunt...The Job Hunt. Destiny brought as together as we came together for a special course. But working now in completely different domains. Both of us are not satisfied with the current jobs that we are in. But as the saying "Something is better than nothing"; we stay working waiting for our time to come.

Why are we doing this??? The only answer we could tell you now is FAME............
When??? Very soon...............................................................................................