Never Ending Madness

Dear Rahul,
We may sound crazy for all the others in the world. But we are distinct. We have a dream which we have planed for achieving together. May be this is the so called friendship which resulted in great achievements. Lets follows our hearts rather than listen to the crowd. Come on man lets do it. May be this journey will turn our lives. Lets just believe.

While I was walking down the streets today, I happened to remember a small incident which came up during the discussions about setting up a mutual account for raising funds for our trip. A simple but valuable thought just flashed off as if I was hit by a lighting. Why didn't you tell me come on man put the money to my account??? or why did I think of another place when I had your account??? Its all just a belief of achieving things together. So we spare whatever we can safely stored in your account this month on!!!

Days are getting closer for my vacation. Its only a few months more. We cant just let our dreams pass by. We cant just spoil the fun. Let this never ending madness be in everything that we do from now on. Lets dream of a travel taking us away from the boring desks of our office. May be this is just the beginning of a craziness of future Director's of a joint venture company....ophhhhhhhhhhhhh I can hardly breath.

So BIG BOSS.....lets take this to the next level. Game on Baby!!!

Nirmal

A Motivational Video

Its been quite long, we spoke. Every time our talks would end-up in this trip. To have that feeling of getting lost somewhere out in the roads. No alarm bells to screw up your head in the morning. Nothing more than just enjoying the scenic beauty of the path. Rahul....We will do it. Just watch this video. Its about riding together. Its about FRIENDSHIP!!! Watch this video........

DYING OUT in this Desert

Everything was for granted to me till my Final Year Results of Engineering. Everything I did turned out to be magical. To be honest everything was just designed for me. The worst part of the story is the days till date I am living.
Depressed...Numb....Bored....****ed up in a corner. I can hardly breath. The worst things happening to me. Lack of creativity. Lack of spontaneity. Lack of adrenaline. I am struggling for every breathe I take. The worst circle I am into ever. Oh my good Lord.................give me back my goddess of luck. I cant be this any more. Every night I just tell myself Nirmal..Tomorrow is the Change....Tomorrow is the make over for this ****ed up life. But still no escape. I just feel like a piece of trash being played on for some others interest. I can never be this. Is there someone hearing out my cry. Is anybody listening........??? I need a transit. I badly need one just within a few days. Or this insanity is gonna stab me to death suffocating.

Where is the great guiding spirits??? Where is the human being in you??? I have no answer.
The only thing I am dreaming now is a nap on my mothers lap and a ride to nowhere on my machine. The rebel in me has disappeared somewhere out in this torrid sand out of thirst. I am just Living Killing Myself. A thousand questionnaires left unsolved in me. I am Dying Out in this Desert!!!

The Perfect Quote

Amazing....I believe in surprises. The best surprise today. Found a quote which would be the best description for this madness me and Rahul Nair does. Here it goes............

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.

Mark Twain

Boredom.................

"The roots are being pulled out..I am being lifeless"
Suffocating to get that intoxicating smell of the air surrounding my home town. Mama.......I am coming home. Every single bit of me wants to be that Nirmal which I was two years back. A dreamer.....I possible loved every single thought that came up during those days. This "Motorcycle Diary" was also once such dream. Only the co-rider got fixed recently..........Rahul Nair

Every thing is of on a probability to happen. So is the trip. It was dreamed like no other thing. But being shattered like pieces of ice killing you without leaving any death marks. This should happen; I tell myself each day. Its the only reason I haven't sold my motorcycle yet. A dream in reality when better said. Rahul give me the push. Tell me Man....We will do it!!!

I hardly dream now-a-days. Is this me being lifeless??? Nirmal Kurian........Doesn't have an answer for now.

.............and the next thing being BOREDOM. The lifeless stage where you can still breath only to keep your bodily processes on a run. I am being brought down to that level. Everything that surrounds me is validated as lifeless by my inner self. I keep saying "Its the way you see things". But I hardly can make my mind believe. Everything would be fine is a belief I just murmured. 

The Big Leap

Two very ordinary guys decide to push to the limits of a dream which they together decided. All the fascination from the movie "Motorcycle Diaries". Rahul Nair and myself(Nirmal Kurian). The dream is too far from what reality is. We do realize that. But this is the big leap. We have decided to keep blogging till the trip really happens.

I can hear the snoring sound of my friends sleeping peacefully in there beds in my room. But I am still awake writing on the big leap. I believe, there may be something that forces you to do this. Anyway at this very moment we two have a dream-To travel across India. We are now far away from each other but our thoughts unite when  thinking about this. It should happen. That's what we say to ourselves each day. All those chats on Facebook had only one intention; to get ourselves into this.

Writing was only the second part. The first part was opening a mutual account for us to spare some money for our trip. Hopes turned down. As described my friend "The very beautiful manager of the bank turned down the request of starting a mutual account", The reason you cant have a mutual account with your friend who is working abroad. Oops...Something about us. Both Engineers. One working in a Software firm in Cochin and myself working here in Abudhabi in a Telecom Contracting Company. We were not together during our studies. We met each other on the path of great hunt...The Job Hunt. Destiny brought as together as we came together for a special course. But working now in completely different domains. Both of us are not satisfied with the current jobs that we are in. But as the saying "Something is better than nothing"; we stay working waiting for our time to come.

Why are we doing this??? The only answer we could tell you now is FAME............
When??? Very soon...............................................................................................