It has been quite a long time I received so much of what is called the moral boost. Pumped in and out with a trillion tones of guidance. You can....if you cant then who else. I feel ashamed when the people around me has the confidence in me; why am I not realizing. Or is it all flattery which I fall within which makes me more and more lazy. The father of laziness is what I am sometimes. Just some habits that grows up with an individual. All my dreams seam to be very far. Even this trip when my co-rider told me " Hey dude I cant even think of riding from Cochin to Kottayam now". Everything is shattering into pieces beside me.
When ever I had times of so called deep feelings of failures; I have had always someone to inject the adrenaline. During my school days it was Sr. Salimma our school principal. Mom off course and all the way I had someone. Friends and even watching a good movie all were all sources of moral boost.
But all of a sudden I started receiving it at work space. Is it because of the charm i put in front of them??? But true...I am being loaded with advises each and everyday. Nirmal you could be this that there...........Come on its from your director and chairman at your office. Work harder... Don't be someone who just leaves office at 5:00PM. Do something if you really want to be something.
The next thing....I have always hated reading books. A new level of insanity has just peeped in me. All of a sudden I am just being addicted to reading. I cant believe that I paid for the books I just bought. "The Alchemist" "The Catalsyt". With addition of the book which was gifted to me by my cousin..."The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari". Damn......Damn it!!! Who am I. What am i trying to be. Or am I just acting smart. Or am I just trying to put off a cheap show in-front off my roommates. I never want that to be even in my thought.
I really need to count or hunt down my time ahead. So much to achieve. So many miles to cover. I should see that every dream of mine comes true. Let me quote something from the book I started reading...."When you want something in life; all the universe conspires you in achieving it". I want everything I wished and let all the universe help me achieve. Cheers and a Hi-five Mr. Nirmal Kurian!!!
When ever I had times of so called deep feelings of failures; I have had always someone to inject the adrenaline. During my school days it was Sr. Salimma our school principal. Mom off course and all the way I had someone. Friends and even watching a good movie all were all sources of moral boost.
But all of a sudden I started receiving it at work space. Is it because of the charm i put in front of them??? But true...I am being loaded with advises each and everyday. Nirmal you could be this that there...........Come on its from your director and chairman at your office. Work harder... Don't be someone who just leaves office at 5:00PM. Do something if you really want to be something.
The next thing....I have always hated reading books. A new level of insanity has just peeped in me. All of a sudden I am just being addicted to reading. I cant believe that I paid for the books I just bought. "The Alchemist" "The Catalsyt". With addition of the book which was gifted to me by my cousin..."The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari". Damn......Damn it!!! Who am I. What am i trying to be. Or am I just acting smart. Or am I just trying to put off a cheap show in-front off my roommates. I never want that to be even in my thought.
I really need to count or hunt down my time ahead. So much to achieve. So many miles to cover. I should see that every dream of mine comes true. Let me quote something from the book I started reading...."When you want something in life; all the universe conspires you in achieving it". I want everything I wished and let all the universe help me achieve. Cheers and a Hi-five Mr. Nirmal Kurian!!!
